Tell me how screwed i am.
Since the last paper, it's been four days.
But nothing's in my head.
NOTHING!
The worst thing is, i WANT to study, but i CANNOT!
I know it's all in the mind, and that i should shut down all forms of distractions if i'm that bent on studying, but i cannot.
Cannot resist the temptations.
I should go to the library and study i think.
I shall do that tmr.
Oh dear.
Cecilia= done with Econs (i bet!)
Sharon= 10 chpts down.
Haha pressure pressure.
It's like im so stressed but i can't bring myself to do anything.
Ugh, battle of the willpower.
Anyway.
It's a stupid day, like the last few days have been.
And to top it off, my mum tells me she's against me working, and that she wants me to focus on my studies..which is true la, but i wanna have the experience..i don't know.
And that wasn't her main reason for me not working.
It's a damn silly reason, and i know i'm gonna get strucked by lightning for just saying that.
I'm so sorry Sharon. =X
Looks like my Sep hols are gonna be too free.
I better find something useful to do.
Maybe i can help Sharon out in someways other than working haha.. since i owe her one!
I was so bored at home i was browsing through everybody's friendster.
And i think i should turn on my anonymity cos Joyce and Mel left me two comments, sounding as though i stalked them whahahahha.
Omg im sucha loser.
Surfing through friendster to kill time when i should be using it to mug.
And Syl's blog abt her Cambridge was soOOooOOOOOooo gorgeous and beautiful.
I hope Europe would be this beautiful!
Oh and i watched this tour to europe on travel and living (yala i know i shld be studyng, shut up) and ohWOW. The little shophouses, the little streets and alleys, the cafes, all so quaint and 19th century and beautiful and nice and simple and ohmy words just don't make up for such a beautiful place.
I wanna go there now!
As much as i love SG, i just feel like getting out sometimes.
Like nowwwwwww.
And YT:
I think it's probably stress from your upcoming prelims and A's, but whatever it is, take care and if you need a listening ear or a presence or anybody, i promise to be here for you! :D Love you bestestestestest cousin.
*hugs
I'm so random today.
Haha.
Oh anyway i feel generous cos i ordered Mcspicy meal and usually im selfish and i would eat the whole meal and not share with anybody, but guess what? I upgraded the meal to a large fries and i gave the whole packet to my Grandma and maid. Haha.
A guide does a good deed a day.
Ok shit, i'm so over that.
Bye.
I think my blogging will only go back to normal after Econ's over hah.
So bear with me for now.
